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♥Saturday, November 28, 2009♥
F I N A L L Y !
the moment i've been anticipating, that is, chillax until the day i go back to malaysia and go crazy time, has arrived :D my gawd i've just realised how much i actually love the holidays, seriously. i've been soooo freakin busy with all the school work and dramas, i didnt even had time to just pause, take a step back, and look at everything. but now, i have all the time in the world :D:D:D teehee.
i havent been doing much actually. haha well i went picnic with my four honeys yesterday :D:D as usual, we were all being retarded and laughed so much our tummies hurt. well mostly *cough* jingle *cough* ;] im not sure bout them, but i know i had fun ;D then i went to gloria's new place and helped out, etc. it was funnnnnn :D:D the funny thing was, when we were about to leave kings park my back was all red, and the girls thought it was some kinda rash or allergy, but it was actually sunburn lol. my shoulders ache soooo much now :( BUT that didnt stop me from going out again today heheeee. i went out with mummy and daddy chong to freo =] it was fun fun fun :D
some pictures from aaaaaages ago =>
editted by G <3
and am gonna go catch some crabs now :D catcha guys later, and by the way, there's only TWELVE MORE DAYS!!! HEEEEHEEEEEEEEE :D
the moment i've been anticipating, that is, chillax until the day i go back to malaysia and go crazy time, has arrived :D my gawd i've just realised how much i actually love the holidays, seriously. i've been soooo freakin busy with all the school work and dramas, i didnt even had time to just pause, take a step back, and look at everything. but now, i have all the time in the world :D:D:D teehee.
i havent been doing much actually. haha well i went picnic with my four honeys yesterday :D:D as usual, we were all being retarded and laughed so much our tummies hurt. well mostly *cough* jingle *cough* ;] im not sure bout them, but i know i had fun ;D then i went to gloria's new place and helped out, etc. it was funnnnnn :D:D the funny thing was, when we were about to leave kings park my back was all red, and the girls thought it was some kinda rash or allergy, but it was actually sunburn lol. my shoulders ache soooo much now :( BUT that didnt stop me from going out again today heheeee. i went out with mummy and daddy chong to freo =] it was fun fun fun :D
some pictures from aaaaaages ago =>
editted by G <3
and am gonna go catch some crabs now :D catcha guys later, and by the way, there's only TWELVE MORE DAYS!!! HEEEEHEEEEEEEEE :Dcause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Sunday, November 15, 2009♥
this evening i followed my mum to the shops. as we were walking halfway home, mummy chong suddenly remembered that she forgot to buy some soy sauce thingy. and the shop was gonna close in like, 2 minutes lol. so i raaaaaaaaaaaan all the way back to the shop and bought the freakin soy sauce for her right. and halfway back again, my mum was like "oh shit! forgot something again!".. as i was preparing to run back and ask her what was it, she stoke a pose and stomped her feet on the ground twice (YES SHE DID THAT LOLLOL), and went liike "this is a gotcha calllll!!!!!" and she grinned and walked off. i was left there laughing at myself and her. hahahah. i love my mummy :D
and and and just then i was learning to drive in an empty parking lot with daddy chong, a car drove into the parking space. i was like "uh oh. how?" and you know what my dad said? he was like "dont worry, you drive abit then they'll get scared and drive off" and he gave me a big grin just like that :D lols but in the end he decided to let me drive home :D:D:D so fun heheh.
as you can see, i havent been doing much study at all D: and my maths is in freakin 2 days time! omg omg omg im gonna die, srsly. i like, know everything now but when you give me a question i wont know how to do it zzz. so annoying. and human bio and econs are on wednesdayyyy! sigh. one night and one day of hardcore studying coming up D:
nerd mode: ON
and and and just then i was learning to drive in an empty parking lot with daddy chong, a car drove into the parking space. i was like "uh oh. how?" and you know what my dad said? he was like "dont worry, you drive abit then they'll get scared and drive off" and he gave me a big grin just like that :D lols but in the end he decided to let me drive home :D:D:D so fun heheh.
as you can see, i havent been doing much study at all D: and my maths is in freakin 2 days time! omg omg omg im gonna die, srsly. i like, know everything now but when you give me a question i wont know how to do it zzz. so annoying. and human bio and econs are on wednesdayyyy! sigh. one night and one day of hardcore studying coming up D:
nerd mode: ON
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Saturday, November 7, 2009♥
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lalalallaa. one more week till exam! and i havent started studying :P BUT one good thing (or bad, for some people heheh) is, i drove for the first time yesterday (: it was fuunnnnn. fun to drive the car, and also to watch my dad freak out :P didnt do much tho, just learned how to handle the car, and reversed a lot cause of the location we were at. hope to drive again tmr morning :D actually, i should go get studying.
after watching 3rd episode of momo love of course ;)
after watching 3rd episode of momo love of course ;)
because you left me out
because i cant believe this is happening
because you weren't there when you knew, you knew i needed you
because i know i shouldnt think this way, but we're not the same as before
because i made a promise to myself and i broke it
and because im so sick and tired of this shit, i choose not to care anymore.
because i cant believe this is happening
because you weren't there when you knew, you knew i needed you
because i know i shouldnt think this way, but we're not the same as before
because i made a promise to myself and i broke it
and because im so sick and tired of this shit, i choose not to care anymore.
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Tuesday, November 3, 2009♥
Sunday Monday Tuesday [Wednesday Thursday Friday] Saturday
...Everybody has a lil [ W T F ] in their week
but i wonder why i have mine every single day-.-
so anyways, im going back [home] in thirty seven days :D:D i srsly cant wait man, its like.. i dont know how to explain but i miss malaysia so much... i..i..i dont know lols. but yea, especiallly kexin <33
ohmygosh exams are in like, 2 weeeeeeeeks! :O i havent started ANY revision aka im screwed haha. so much have been happening, i need time to absorb and process them. so please, if there's a time god or something, give me more time thank you. oh oh oh and i saw this quote on the internet the other day,it said "if you were a status on facebook, i would like you ;D" haha so sweet right (: mann i should srsly get some studying done, stop facebooking and msning and sleeping so much -.-
lalallala i should go sleep :p nites all.
pshh theres so much i wanna say, but at the same time i cant. i dont know how to express myself, it pisses me off so much. i just...i dont get how things work anymore. maybe i never did. but im watching my life fall apart, and i cant do shit about it =l
ps: i didnt change. i just got tired pretending i was happy
but i wonder why i have mine every single day-.-
so anyways, im going back [home] in thirty seven days :D:D i srsly cant wait man, its like.. i dont know how to explain but i miss malaysia so much... i..i..i dont know lols. but yea, especiallly kexin <33
ohmygosh exams are in like, 2 weeeeeeeeks! :O i havent started ANY revision aka im screwed haha. so much have been happening, i need time to absorb and process them. so please, if there's a time god or something, give me more time thank you. oh oh oh and i saw this quote on the internet the other day,it said "if you were a status on facebook, i would like you ;D" haha so sweet right (: mann i should srsly get some studying done, stop facebooking and msning and sleeping so much -.-
lalallala i should go sleep :p nites all.
pshh theres so much i wanna say, but at the same time i cant. i dont know how to express myself, it pisses me off so much. i just...i dont get how things work anymore. maybe i never did. but im watching my life fall apart, and i cant do shit about it =l
ps: i didnt change. i just got tired pretending i was happy
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Tuesday, October 20, 2009♥
josh made me realise something today. that is, you cant have sexy without the xy in it ;]
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Saturday, October 10, 2009♥
i rather be hurt by the truth than be blinded by your 2 more days till school reopen! :O and i barely started on my chem and hbio assignment lolllol. aiyor. die die die x.x been going to the library these days with mostly josh and H. for some reason i go there for hours and hours, and i always come home and realise that i actually havent done much work D: i shall study really hard tmr :D and the day after ofcourse ;) and okay so i did the personal dna test thing, for the second time. and this is my result, if you're interested at all (:
about you
You are an Experiencer
Your inquisitive nature, imagination, and hands-on practicality make you an EXPERIENCER.
Although you have an active imagination, you also concern yourself with the functional elements of things.
You are willing to experiment to find things that work the most efficiently.
Getting stuck in certain habits is boring to you—you'd rather find new experiences.
Accordingly, experiences are more important to you than objects—you'd rather spend your money and energy on events and adventures than on material things.
You like to contemplate a lot of options before making a decision, and you're willing and able to consider a lot of different angles to problems.
You're open to suggestions, and often rely on others to assess the merit of those suggestions.
You have an ability to see the big picture—not just how things are, but how they could be—in a variety of situations.
If you want to be different:
Have faith that your imagination and practicality will complement each other, and lead to good decisions on your part.
Take the initiative in seeking things out—don't wait for them to come to you.
how you relate to others
You are Benevolent
You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT
You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.
Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.
You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.
You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.
Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.
Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.
Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.
If you want to be different:
You spend a lot of time taking care of others, but don't forget to take care of yourself!
Sometimes you can get overcommitted, and when you sacrifice spending time with those close to you, it can make them feel unimportant
so apparently, i have low self esteem.
x.
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Sunday, October 4, 2009♥
okay, so where do i start? first of all, ITS THE HOLS!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D the sad thing is, half of it is gone :O and i havent started on any school work rofl. im so screwed this time. bleh ANYWAYS i worked at the perth royal show with hannah fred damian andy audrey and daniel (: not very busy at our stall haha but we got ripped off by the very mean and evil and cunning asian boss D: but at least we got free tix to the show everytime we worked teehee (y)
omg omg omg i bought a new ipod dock heheh :D iloveit! its like.. a base thing right, with 2 speaker balls you can remove and bring it around! ;D SHO COOL RIGHT! okay actually, i dont know what to blog about. im only blogging cause josh told me to zzz. no wait scratch that. i have heaps to blog about, like, how i had a war with this cockroach on the first night of hols and i almost died, how i won 3 soft toys from the show, about how t gave me another so i have 4 all together :D:D, about how this guy that just signed in on msn had a dp of ju on and it freaked me out, about how im gonna get my L's in just a few days (so you guys better not be on the road so often :p), about how so many of my friends are upset and i dont know what to do to help them, about how i should really start studying or i will wanna kill myself later this week, etc.etc.
oh shweet i said them all in that one sentence :D *self high 5* :D
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Friday, September 25, 2009♥
hmm where do i start? well first of all, yesterday was the worse day in term 3 i reckon D: i havent really been myself for the past week, i dont know why. and stuff that happened yesterday just happened to finally break me, crush me, whatever you wanna call it. for the first time in a long time, i actually felt depressed. :O i know i know, i was surprised too. but anyways, slept at 4am the night before and and and.. school was kinda shit as well. physics people had excursion so half of the year 11s werent at school lol. did nothing in econs first session (as usual) maths, chem and human bio :P sat out during lifecare when they played european handball (?) cause i had "period pain" xD (i srsly didnt feel like playing, im sorry.) there were only like, max 8 people in each of my classes lol. sigh anyways.
slept at 12am and woke up at 3, did some esl planning and slept at 5am. and surprisingly, i wasnt feeling tired at all at school today (: its one of the best days i've had in term 3 actually :D worse day and best day right next to each other, kinda weird lol. but yea, the best part of today was last session :D we were supposed to watch mr bean LOL but melvin helen hooifang mayank sahani and i decided to play hide and seek instead :P well we werent supposed to be "wondering around the school" according to mr johnson, but we did and no one bothered anyways :D then erm damian jack jackson raymond alex and kevinlee(sort of) joined in and it was sooooo fun. its like, being a kid all over again--> the baddest thing that could happen was being caught. i felt so... happy! lol its really hard to explain but it was really fun (: and in the last game melvin and damian like, teamed up to tag me while i was txting josh. unfaiiiir! :P oh and, before that, during recess, i went to the canteen with josh right, and guess what we saw? CHICKENS! :O:O:O I KNOW RIGHT. lol 2 of them somemore. they were like walking all around the canteen hahahaha. so funny.
hehe and then josh jeremy and i went to myaree utopia for bbt :D we were blasting music in josh's car and it was fun fun fun ;D and lol we camwhored while waiting for our bubbleteas (: AND JEREMY ACCEPTED MY FATHER'S FRIEND REQUEST ON FACEBOOK T.T i wanted to have a little bit more privacy first, but, but.... lol. oh wells.
on the way home i got a long lecture from mum for losing my wallet (again). LUCKILY i was in a good mood and i sorta just ignored her. or i would've explode lol. bleh anyways this week might not be the best week, but holidays just arrived so... *big grin* :D
ps: the worse part about being lied to?
--> its knowing the fact that you're not worth the truth <3
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Sunday, September 20, 2009♥
wahhhhhhh! what a bunch of posers ;D
today's such a good day, srsly :D woke up at 11.30 after an awesome night last night at adrenaline with hannah jean jane ash dean jack tom joash jianhui jacinta joejoe and jeanette (: lunched with family!!! heheh sry, its not something we do often so i get happy when we do ;D ilovemyfamily lah :P
anyways, went to state reference library with the best after. it's huge and comfy and nice :D i shall make it my second home during exam period, so you know where to find me now k :) lotsa catch up with H <33
ONE MORE WEEK till holidayss!! whheeee i cant wait xD 10 weeks of torture finally gone :p haha nah not really. its been a good 9 weeks, and hopefully itll be an awesome last week of term 3 this week. physics people going adventure world on thursday --> im gonna be a loner during chem lol D:
ROFLMAO I JUST WATCHED WYN'S VIDEOS ON FACEBOOK AND THEY'RE SO FREAKIN HILARIOUS!!! WATCH IT!!! AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH :P
oh and, its YVONNE JIEJIE'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! ILY!!! 
okok i know, very unglam picha. but i like. BLEH :P
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -
♥Monday, September 14, 2009♥
Promise me
Promise me.. .promise that you won't
w a l k a w a y
like all the others. Please. && when I
push you away, know that I just need
you to hold me.
So, promise you'll forgive me when I
scream and yell. I don't mean it. And
promise that you'll try to deal with me
and my insecurities,
but know that I'm really trying to be a
better person. But mostly, I just want
you to promise that when you say, "I
love you," you will sincerely mean it.
Promise me
Promise me.. .promise that you won't
w a l k a w a y
like all the others. Please. && when I
push you away, know that I just need
you to hold me.
So, promise you'll forgive me when I
scream and yell. I don't mean it. And
promise that you'll try to deal with me
and my insecurities,
but know that I'm really trying to be a
better person. But mostly, I just want
you to promise that when you say, "I
love you," you will sincerely mean it.
Promise me
credit --> everlong
this is sooooo sweeet! :P lol anyways, 87 days till i go back! zomg i miss my cousins so much. especially kexin T.T i would kill to see her this instant, im not kidding (:
cause life's way to short to be
- - > n o r m a l < - -